missing someone...

"Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you have seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something and you wish that they were right there with you."

-Unknown

He said that I'm beautiful...

DIOS PROVIDOS

I don't know his life experiences or what he's all about but I do know Papi gets it. he knows what everything's all about unlike so many others.

He saw me looking my almost worst, 2 days no shower, hair tied up and bangs pulled back, out in the late june heat, the great escape from my time off break...

and you know what he did? He called me beautiful.

He simply said my eyes were beautiful and that I am a very beautiful girl.

He understands what's real in this life. Forever I know and shall worry less because "Dios Providos," and this is so true, no lie.

because of [y-o-u]

You, it's all you. That's what the big deal is, that's why I'm smiling. You're real good at just being innocent about the whole thing. Partially (which I know you didn't notice) I was starring at your eyes again...beauty cannot hide with you and please don't try to say it isn't so, I know what I'm talking about. Just the way you act is cute, you make me laugh. THAT'S WHY I SMILE SOO MUCH! I really can't believe you don't notice.....

you and your life, I don't know what to say

everyday you make me smile
and i learn more all the while
i know people who love you dear
but feel like you're never near
it makes me feel sadbut i can smile and be glad
it's weird to feel this wayand it was kinda hard to say
yet despite everything else
you still worry the crap out of me
do you know the people around you are hurt?
yeah i figured you had no idea who you hurt.
did you know inside you there's a flame?
now you're turning into the one we blame
to you people are always around
and they seem to run you in the ground
why do you think i can't see?
not to mention it's not only me
everyone cares even if you don't
and don't think that we ever wont
to be with you is to fly up high
soaring up and beyond the sky
don't be so quick to push away
because everyday for you, i pray
life is meant to be where we struggle
but not for us to feel like some muggle
God is always there
so others beware
for this one walks with the Lord
and will step out on the chord
i say to you nothing is meant by this
but i once told you i was writing this
as i said then, you can read it when i'm done
for the sake of that this is the end of chapter one
if i write much more it will be for chapter two
which will still be something to do with you
if i spoke something untrue
tell me so i can be like glue
dont hold something back
if i need to pick up the slack
i want to be held truthfully right
so i can sleep for all of one silly little night