"I can't hear your voice." by Riley Nix [written January 20, 2010]

When I read things you wrote or retell things you said I don't hear your voice anymore. I'm scared that I'm forgetting what you sound like all together. I find it hard to handle missing you so much. I don't get to talk about you because people just don't care anymore. It's almost like you're fading away. I hate that more than anything. I miss you.

"(fivehundred)" by Riley Nix [written January 18, 2010]

It sucked but end up kinda with all things well. I just hope movies finally have their place with the world and anything that means anything is what wins the day in the end. Knowledge changes everything. I don't think I knew this but I had never truly to that degree walked in someone else's shoes and got it. I don't think I've ever gotten it like this.




I still don't know what I am supposed to be for you. I am quite sure I will never know but am resting assured that I will never give up. No matter how much time and space squeeze their way in between. When your heart hurts mine does too. I can feel it get heavy in my chest and all I can do is let the tears slid from my eys. This is the reason I know all is meant to be, eventually. Sometimes I wish, I really do, that I could better help keep the pain from people I love dearly. I wish it for perfect strangers.

Cactus

Friday's advie from Tarrot.com
"Rid your life of unwanted people by putting a cactus plant in the center portion of the back part of your home or office."

Ok, well the fact that I already have been direly wanting a cactus is now getting it's button pushed. I tell you when I get that sucker it's goin' exactly there in the middle of the back of my room, withing reason due to my sharing a room with another person. I might just have to hange what is considered to be the front of my room to match up with the front of the building as a whole and then setting it on my desk will do just fine. ={D

Blog, 2010

Well 2009 you bid us farewell and we said our goodbyes on the toes of high hopes for the new and exciting things the yet unfloded 2010 brings. Day one of the new adventure has begun, so I ask should I walk or should I run? First I'll just put one foot in front of the other and I'll see where that leads me.

"Blog" in and of itself has inspired many things to find on Google(tm) and below are a few. My best thoughts ome out of the last one because it give the best argument for the inventive hand sign of the year in my book. I'd say it is much better than the typical gang signs that have been around mostly doing no one any good. This is a new light in use of our hands, out of literal use with things like actual sign language.