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dear carlotte,

please oh please
i wish it was summer
why cant it be summer
these things that happen just make me wanna scream
i hate myself for not being able to run to the rescue
i hate that i cant even give you a hug
or be there to wipe a tear
if i was in college i would have left to come save you forever ago
i hate being stuck to a friendship behind a cold heartless computer screen
this makes me so mad
and even bitterly sad
*sigh*
but yet all i have to look forward to is another day where i have to smile
and i wont even be able to smile and meant if i so much as think of you
how and why did our lives end up this way?
and just as you say most people wont care enough to open this or read it
and if they do they wont care nor know who i'm talking about
if they read it all they will just question to see who you are
but not care any more once i tell them your sweet name
where do we go from here
how can we go from here
here's to us and that
we may wake up one day and finally be together
because then i'm never going to let you go
until that day i will reach for you
when the light goes out and you see nothing
dont go back into your hole
stick your arms out and i will be there to get you
dont give up.

love,
riley